I hate going out into public. I've recently begun to wear very dark sunglasses to school and everwhere else...in fact I'm wearing them right now. I just don't want to be seen.
I no longer can sleep in my own room because there are so many thoughts trapped in there. I don't really sleep. My nights are continuations of my paranoid, empty and hurt-filled days. Last night, I couldnt sleep yet again as I was convinced someone was tapping on my window and ran and hid when I looked out. My mind is going to even stranger places. I think there is something seriously wrong with me.